This is what i am these days….i’ve disappeared for a lot of people out there…i dont know why i am doing this but it kind of feels good… 🙂
I’ve deleted my facebook profile…hehe…Yup…a facebook addict like me has done this…adding to that i am also not receiving any phone calls, i mean except my family members and 2 of my friends i’ve decided not to be in contact with anyone. Facebook depresses me. Right now my life sucks. And when i see people’s awesome pics and status updates i just cant help myself. Yaar i dont know why people want to publicize everything in their lives.
- Placed @ so & so... :-) - go goa!!! - got my first salary - can access all the journals without restriction from my university!! :-)
You know a guy even posted the picture of the 1st 500 rupee note he has earned. He’s sick, I mean who does that yaar. People leave no stone unturned to make someone like me feel bad. Besides that i used to waste a heck amount of time there. So i took this extreme step of deleting my facebook account.
I know i am just running away from reality. But this seems right at this moment.
There is no progress in my studies. I am still stuck where i was. All i do is day dream. Yes, i know i’ve to study and i want to do that too but i give up everyday. I try a lot but in the end i am lost in my own world. I dont know why i think so much. Starting from December i’ve exam every month till July. I am giving every single entrance exam in India to do post graduation. But filling application form is not enough right, i’ve to fill the answer sheets too. But how’ll i do that if i keep wasting my time like this. I dont know what would be my future like.
You know i always used to think that i am extraordinary. Someday i’ll surely do something out of this world but i am too lazy to be that. Everytime i pray to God not to miraculously make my life better but to give me strength and some akal,
par wo sunta kahan hai meri???
For the moment i am enjoying being gayab!! Soon i am going to change my number too…haha… 🙂