As I think of us tonight,
What could have happened,
if only we were together?
There could have been meetings,
The usual ones at the airport,
Some restaurants, at a friend’s place,
Or the long journeys you dropped me home.
There could have been talks,
Funny, romantic or the future plans,
The heated arguments,
The simple nothings and,
everything we thought about.
There could have been fights,
The ones we always had,
Over missed calls, forgotten dates,
Games, movies or our wicked fates.
There could have been moments,
The ones we would always remember,
Moments turned into sweet memories,
The closed eyes, the heavy breaths,
And the moments with love, with nervousness.
There could have been passion,
There could have been tears,
There could have been mistakes,
There could have been fears.
Instead all we have today are voids,
Deeply engraved in our souls.
Voids too deep to heal,
Voids too large to cover,
Voids in our lives, hearts and minds,
Voids too hard to deal.
And as I think of us tonight,
So much could have been happened,
If only we were together,
Not just meetings, talks, fights, moments,
So much more than the voids we have today,
So much more than the words i wrote here,
So much more…